February 2012
28 posts
You’ve finally said what I’ve known in the back of my mind. You are no longer attracted to me. I’m about 30 weeks pregnant with your daughter, getting fatter everyday. If I didn’t already feel ugly, I do now. I purchased a new wig tonight online, I hope it makes me feel better about myself. Thanks asshole, its not like its ever been easy for me to feel good about myself....
days like today i get sad about not being able to grow any fucking hair.
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They say pregnant women have a stronger intuition and can’t sense a lie. You are so full of bullshit, you think you can really lie to me and expect me not to investigate. Go ahead, shit all over me and my feelings. It feels really good.
Every week with you is a gamble
Last week was good, this week fucking sucked, so what does next week say about us? Where’s the stability, and when should i count on you being around? Everyone is always saying how they have trust issues. I have honestly never had real trust issues. But i am constantly fighting with my thoughts on whether or not i trust you. I really want to, but time and time again i feel like i am one big...
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When people are ready to, they change. They never do it before then, and...
– Andy Warhol (via irrelevantttt)
January 2012
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On the bright side this decision got a little easier, going to name my daughter Lilah May.
I wish I knew how to not expect anything or to not get my hopes up. Sure you don’t intend to crush my feelings but at this point in my life I’m most vulnerable and need you the most and you are doing a poor job at caring. I feel like you are completely blindsided when it comes to me putting forth all this effort and loves towards you. It hit me like a brick today when I finally...
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You will sleep in my bed with me yet you won’t get close. More than anything I want you to hold me tight. I want you to love me the way I love you. I just want to feel like I have a place in your heart. I lay here watching the movie you brought while your fucking sleeping, and every time I try to touch you, you move further away. WHY THE FUCK CAN’T YOU JUST OPEN YOUR HEART A LITTLE...
I know you will be there for your daughter, but it’s me I’m afraid you’ll forget.
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